i look around in my mind
like ima finally get it right this time
like my eyes closed but baby i am not blind
always been the prize but like my daddy i lust sometimes
like i like that guy
my body feel like i need that guy
shut my mind off he speak nice
i like his aura
he don't need a diploma
i see your future baby in my core ah
i know ah
you may not be made for me
but see something takes over me
& i seek your company
to be a extra reason to breathe
but i won't front at times i am
such a tease
but i fall in love
so in love
so deep in love
imagery in space
beyond sky high
with a look in your eyes im like yup its alright
but i lie
i can feel it
you not really in it
i can change you
but i love the feeling
i think about this dude
he a maine type of guy
like i know my boldness
not his type, he might've sung
on deck & would've seen me as a shone
bites lip, to the floor, moans... ohh
ohh no, like she was raised in the jungle
nah she was raised in the grove
more like in the forest
in the hills mountains of coal
but i love his mind, i played the side
not to that guy but in my life time
secret love it was like a life line
all i needed was a hug, 4am cereal
i needed you, you're my hero
evolved changed starting to feel more than zero
but to him i was a zero
looking at me like you cute but girl please
"how low can you go"
he was my homie, but you know
i got my strokes but love nah that's all folks
chemistry was beyond this plane
who's to blame, attraction is crazy
dare i say insane
i feel my change
like it's in my pocket
the world is my oyster but pause i'm on a rocket
beyond this world
less diamond, less pearls
im golden and i like catayai
like my father yeah you know what yay
i got my flowers, i delivered them to meh
back in middle school
lights please unhand me
malik please grab me & grab some cheese
i want to bling
i want to shine
with or without a man
sshhhhhhh(nene voice) ima be alright
learned to grind
ima stuff my face with my plastic plate
my plastic utensil
no i don't use tensile
i am writer i want every word to be suspenseful
mr carlin in a dream said watch what you say
they sensitive nowadays
im like okay but then i remember my daddy name jose
& no matter what ima be okay
cause the lord is with me
chosen not because my life of roses
but the pain of thorns pierced my soul
pierced the course
& yet a smile remained
& yet my love remained untamed
i said it before but i can't break
i am a reed i love to read
im waiting for a fine man with a plan to take me away
dont get me wrong i got my plans a divine plan
but i want to share the plates
make something new perhaps another soufflé
love was my priority
but all the decent ones got me feeling like you're too late
or they're scared or maybe i got a warning label
like don't touch her she's claimed
or she's crazy she'll start to debate
i get angry & i'll check you sometimes
but lately im aloof
love throws me for loops
like oouuu no i don't want to regroup
who is you
a star baby hop in my coupe
never you
i like the big bodies
i like the wranglers not the range
why
i like the dirt, it's my lane
i thrive but i still can clean up nice
my vocab sound clean
prestige just kitting
its basic like the man that tried to diss me
man all i said was kiss me
but i see you are threatened by me
yes yes i feel it
i guess guaaaaaaiiii
un flow de yo no se que
pa donde para el estudio
tin marin de dos pin guaaaaiiii
hey are you okay i am estactic
these men got me feeling aloof
like this all it took for my feelings to go poof
you couldn't face me you a spook
i wrote about you & you appeared in front of me like boo
but still i guess that warning strong
maybe you were spooked
im bold maybe i should bring it down times two
i can't cap i dont see me in love with you
how you in my face and don't speak
jeez louise
the time is now but you didn't cease
i accepted you not for me
you got a mini me
not a loving man
if i bleed i bleed
like it's me for me
type of dude
and it's cool
we could've groove
but when i told him about the mills
his face screamed nah she can't be real
im thinking yeah he gotta heal
i prayed for him but you know
i know the deal
shall i die alone
melodramatic tone
im only 25 but im trying to make several babies you know
out of love of course
but if its lust sometimes i feel like thats all i can do
i said it before im not a nun
id love a dude more like a man
that's the plan i dont care if you eat ham
but idk i prefer you dont man
i used to eat it too but i feel jewish & muslim too
could it be the dudes oh man i o u
sorry i stole him away but he was on the way
this was back in the day
i had to learn i wont turn that way
can't ruin "happy" homes no way
not today not even yesterday
i know the power of seduction
and a pretty face but what's the outcome
it just seems too late
a life of singleness for the life i left in dismay
i prayed for the girl that day but she flipped a page
tried to be more like me
im like wait wait im not wifey
keep your morals up
don't let this man make you turn up
he deserve some grace
i mean dont we all
how do we rise if we never fall
everyones "perfect"
everyone thinks they deserve the ball
what did you do in life
i look back and ain't no where to trust fall
who joins with me
my inner heart used to bleed
now i'm like oh please
get over it jeeez
its crazy im in disbelief
but it'd be nice to extend my families tree
i hope the kids get my teeth
perfect smile indeed
slight overbite
maybe because i bite more than i can chew
but its cool im learning
discerning maybe when its to late
leave that silver spoon off my plate
i do it for my children sake
they shall get a taste
they shall reign be the best of me
like mya, i'm on fyah
cuyah cuyah go hyah
hia baby fatha would you be my hubby
go and study rub my tummy
do you remember when we were once mummy's
now i'm a mommy
20 babies out my tummy
you think i'm capping you think i'm laughing
decent men & women out of me to run the lands
extend the family tree
they mom is real you unique, dad already a legend
kids gon be like yeaah and who is me
i run the streets
like i am a track star
legitly i am a star a scho lar
i come from the so lar
i can tell you in spanish sol ar
im going down to the ground
but conscious is insane
im not even here yet but
its my crown it's my take
said a confident fellow 3 heavens away
he said im not playing & mami gon pray
idk what daddy doing but i know he's out there somewhere being great
i love mami more than you so respect her and you'll be okay
i protect her, i met her at heavens gate
i thought a man would come but i knew she was the one
if you slept continue to sleep
ima come and sweep the streets
not my business what is done under your sheets
but as for me, laly, me ima be with he
rib of his rib flesh of his flesh.. you know the rest
i aim to be fruitful and multiply
i feel like im getting closer to that time
split the woods set on fire
the dog after me trying to cause a tower
but greater is he
greater is he
Yeshua almighty, this took a turn indeed
started calling out myself to then know what was meant for me
blessings and love
i love love
im living in blessings
im protesting but im living in blessings
im living in blessings
one more time i am living in blessings
again i am a living blessing
said the sun
i am a living blessing said the mom
i am a living blessing said the seed
not this month you won't bleed
the man who planted the seed looked around
real proud i blessed her grounds
and she blessed me
she blessed my crown
i love her out loud
she got a mini me inside her now
hope she know my max is 3 so im done for now
i know she want like 16 more rounds but ima add one
19 daughters and one future king with thee crown
-laly
p.s.
i'm active i'm attractive i gotta eat i gotta breathe
it's me for me
i do things my way im okay
eating with a plastic spoon
it's so the entire crew can chew gold
not even silver
catayai catacatayai