anyone can say they follow God
but do they
our nature was the law
& we broke it
fight against each other
pointing fingers
anger an eye for an eye
Jesus wasn't like that
i'll die knowing how i felt & with the truth even if my anger may keep me out
God forgive me for not being as forgiving as you
it feels as if it's for no reason God
they can have a conversation
but they're too big for that
it's too painful to talk about
they cause me pain intentionally God
they know your word
they know it from the mind
something you had to teach me through the spirit
symbols you taught me
you took me places i didn't look at before
you guided me
you took me
you warned me
as i was
you worked through me
it's a pleasure
to know you in this capacity
God i don't forgive them fully
because i don't see myself trusting them
it's a big enough world
i don't want to deal with that
i have your peace
i love your peace
they still try
God is it wrong of me to tell you
i don't feel pain for Judas death
someone out there did
even Jesus cared
i realize the same for me
if i do a harm to someone it's fair to never receive their forgiveness
bridges that are burnt are burnt forever
but there's bridges that are love
and no one can take that away
although we make mistakes
true forgiveness comes from God
you don't have to forgive me, it can hurt
like the ladybug i saw she had a broken wing
meaning if i ever wanted to be apart of something bigger in a creative field it will be blocked
the growth doesn't stop neither does the passion as long as i live i will do this
i guess i didn't realize id care who id offend
but thats life lol
im that tarot card that acts without thinking
i'm still alive though lol
feel like biggie a lot of the times
like heavy suicidal thoughts but not me taking my life away but just ready
i wonder if it's because a new found hunger an awakening from slumber
i rather go slow
i must reach my goal of doing it with my vision
can't be anyone but me
i'll try to be more like an emperor id say empress lol but even though i put makeup up today i still felt like a soldier lol warrior, brave not experienced.
i felt more in touch with that side
men do cry
Jesus wept
as i am
once i write i feel better
i really do
the thoughts of leaving the world permanently hurts and it makes me want to see it to the end
so to everyone
like my father whatever my purpose is i will see it to its end
i suggest you look in the mirror and do the same
he has never fallen.
teaching lessons.
lessons that hurt him more then they hurt you
that's what parents say