A Letter To My PasT
past life
in the same frame
past life i blow you kisses i am not ashamed
beauty in every sight in every plane
however past self i am not the same
i am more me in this life
i seem to have a higher aim
a lowkey life could be attained
but is it meant for me
do i see more beauty in the tallest trees
and the remembrance of eve
in the connection to me and calling souls unto he
is it a shame
that what once was a path now can't ever be obtained and i don't say that with pain
yet it's as if my heart breaks
i know what love is
how love feels
how people bend the paths
and it's for love to outlast all the pain
and the insane dreams and this goal must be obtained and i'm in love with life and joy is my gain
i don't know what to say yet
i can feel your pain
no matter how many feet away
i say great
the aim your heart pointed at me
but our love is not the same
i really could just rhyme your name
but nah that would be lame
always bringing the vibe and going my way
i know i'll make it
God showed me in a dream
i'm not who you left
and i'm not who you want me to be
i see the bigger picture
and it's more than looks and cash flow for me
i want to be somebody
that people can see
and see he in me
and if not him the love for Israel oouuu weee
truly
truly
these lesson were like duties
i feel great like i am his favorite cutie
and the signs were blurred and your face appeared
truly dear i turn away from you
i don't really love you like i used to
your name doesn't hold the same weight
and a non regretful happily ever after awaits you
i release you into it
who you knew knows better now
she will still smile at you
she won't frown
i have a garden and like i said i'll smile around the town
faithful and able to hold it down
for myself
i don't mind falling down
i'm on his payroll now
i'm not a clown
and i needed that closure
no wig just the closure
no reconciliation just the closure
and now it's like i'm closer
closer to what i'm supposed to be
closer to a realer me
that's all thanks to God you see
people don't know about the air i breathe
and the love in me
and i shall live beautifully
and it's not all about the material
it's about the ethereal
the divine
the sublime
the highest
and all the beauty 🪄
it was a rough road before i saw the beauty
some never had to arrive they were just born in to it
🤍🦋
become to arrive or simply be.