sweet angel why you let them trouble you.
don’t you know that’s what they want to overcome you.
i hear you but they think they slick gotta show em who slicker.
they come out here and act like tricksters.
like they the white bunny and i’m looney just following.
God i read what you said, i want to be more Godly
but when im angry can i be human instead.
i’d never take it there first.. they know that.
but the energy shifts,
they think it’s going they way,
they swear it’s a drift.
they departed from the knowledge,
but you’ve shown me since they started.
left cheek, right cheek, they want blood.
each step they fighting me, it’s beyond them, beyond me.
i’m still human can’t you see.
i can see they being used, the cloud of deception storm so loud.
i want to rage & tell them every little piece i see.
but if i’m honest i wouldn’t be kind.
id take that DNA of mind.
say things that will hurt you and sting because it’s with the truth.
nothing quite hurts like the truth.
shine a light so bright you feel you met demise.
but it’s the demon at night controlling your every move.
nah i can’t hate you.
i love you & honestly my anger just means i care for you.
step aside from anger and return to my classes.
i got bigger fish to fry, it’s for the masses.
got to remain with peace inside no matter how the devil tries to hide.
you hurting me but hurting yourself wishing i would melt.
God gave the hands that were dealt, it’s bigger than me & i hope you read.
you pissed me off but it’s okay.
feel like Moses leading out his people.
may hit the rock but God i promise my heart is with you.
i’m sorry for when i rage and disobey.
i hope you forgive me, i am willing
but i hope you remember i’m just human ok.
i had a dream i was fighting & 2 people told me to calm down they were just acting… yalllll acting i felt like that one time i went to the beach with my cousin and his friends & they stole my phone. i was ready for war 😂
i really try not be that type of gyal but it’s hard sometimes i guess that’s why in life i was disguises as a punk. because the thunder struck like lightning 😂😂
i enjoy this so much yall lol release and escape
words that come to me after i pray 🤍