Thoughts, Do You Really Think That?

The laws of the universe, the laws of nature, the laws of the land. do we understand the land was given to man? still in need of law but what's with all the self righteous fakes... not here to debate but if you are so high and clean, i mean that's what it seems, what's behind your closed door and things.. does anyone know? God knows. I too thought in evil ways, i am a human and a human needs grace. I love my family, but here they are stuck in their old ways, & when i say family i mean humanity. Some have loved their ways into accepting anything some have educated themselves so deep that what they speak is hate. I mean everything has its value, it all has its place. in my heart, i feel it shake, the words they break.. every wall that i planned to keep(but like cape) broke down, i guess you can say it's getting into shape. when you see yourself in the image of your light alone the darkness that's within groans and moans, that is your cross, it is your sin. be better than the pharisees with their doctrines. if we were born to know it all or if we reach a point of knowing it all, then why live? why do we wish to continue to exist, when we know for certain we are not to drift.. meaning one day you won't be thrown into the abyss.. meaning how can you judge when you know not of? how can you simply ridicule and mock because of the outside? i'm not going to lie fury rumbles inside because it's as if they have it all but yet still so blind, i'm not a gun person but man where's the nine wait wait wait... can i put my hands to your face with hand closed Million Dollar Baby you and block your hate. sit you down in that chair you so jealously threw my way oh dear. i believe they out here doing obeah.. oh well my God is nearer and i have no fear. I am here and vengeance isn't mine so i shall hold my tongue. i mean i always been the one to hold it. but truly the words are golden but no more hate from my lips strictly thoughts if it offends you that's tough, life's rough.

 

 

 

 

Big Lee Brown

 

 

 

P.S. i truly do want peace but on a bad day i might give you war, i might want to tell you off and in my mind i settled the score. yet then i crave more because there's plenty to be angry for sure.. but what does that make me an encore. like another enraged being mad for a reason but her anger gives me reason to cut her feet. i don't want to get angry because i bark and i bite, but i just wanna fly. i leave all the worries behind because God is my guy. 

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