The Harlots š¤š½
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women women women
oh how they all love women
to be a woman, to date a woman
it just something about women
society can we repent as women
i must be the first to say i go the wrong way
"you have 5 and none of them are your husband"
j holiday bed, such a desire but why
why so much lust
why so much i need to be loved
but what is love
i need attention
i need affection
self love
self value
insides broken into a million pieces why
what is love
am i less than you because i didn't do it for money
am i more than you because i didn't do it for money
i am my fathers daughter im not talking about Jesus
i am talking about this chain i was pushed to break
was never a video vixen i couldn't be that girl
couldn't have all eyes on me
id fall flat on my face id be some of these ladies replace *giggles* but i came to break chains
so yes please step out my way
you can go play
i came to parle and vibe laly
i do it for the harlots laly lol come on let's shine baby
you are a dime
beautiful, stellar and so divine
special in our fathers eye
so no don't you ever cry about none of these guys
they are not the prize
the prize is beyond the sky
fly, soar, so ever high
i came to shine light on the truth
it's a repeated story
but can we change?
to God be the glory
like you will be forced to learn
lol i guess i need the bottom
to have no one
to have nothing
oh the lesson it brings
i'm learning
and in my dreams i see things
is it just for me i just want to say God speaks
i feel like i took all the bags of my past and held it on my back
how can you be so smart yet consciously unaware
the solitude fortified my belief
i am a work of art
uniquely made
unruly and tamed
God is to blame
i was a child and i grew but still i knew
and how can i not speak truth
but sometime before they knew what they knew
and they let it rot
i don't blame anyone
it's all on God, HIS plan lol
emphasis because i have a vivid imaginations
and i run with it like oh this is this but lately ive been pausing
it's beautiful to pause
it's beautiful
i am not afraid of what many run from
what is there to be afraid of God finds a way
and now with these experiences
there is not a room i won't shake
im like pop smoke but im not talking about guns and violence im talking about customer service and my skillalence(skills)
on my path i can't run away
i cant wish it away
i can't smoke it away
if im back to it
i got to be honest
i got to be patient
i'm not upset
i can't be upset
it's a lesson so no, no regret
i may not have ace'd the test but I PASSED
it was a participation trophy
i just seen the bernie mac show, the boy tried so hard that bernie was like the participation trophy was indeed a real trophy
so hey i made it because God said come to tryouts and i was like sure š
so although my shot was terrible
although i had no stamina
although i was the most nonathletic person i knew
although i still like to eat meat i took a time to flush my system fruit & water fast years ago(2019) i reverted eating habits because i enjoy food :)
although i had adulterous ways man...
although i am a sinner with a list of sins God said come and i said ok, and midway im like wait God are you sure... i went way to deep to go just back up i had to build a tunnel and pop some where else on the SAME field lol and pipe down
i still feel special because i have gratitude for the knowledge my experiences have given me
to the world i may appear to be a fool
heck me to me lol
even today
even today
i was like wait
nooooo gratitude laly
happiness is all i feel because i don't grudge you
i don't
thank you for our experiences
thank you for being a teacher even if you were never a friend āļøāš„š
& on such a side note because lil wayne's song dr kept playing in my head & im ngl i was probably a bigger lil wayne and eminem fan when it came to rap like lil wayne is beyond skilled likeeee listen to the cartersĀ
like lil wayne had a vibe & also was so intelligent lol not that he isn't intelligent but yo the music like he is probably one of the most intelligent people out there lol i forgot what song i was listening to & i was like waitttttt noooo he really snapped sorry i can't quote it but it had word & symbolism lolĀ
but moral of the story no one is perfect & "losses" build character, better to learn young lol but if you have a map it's not wrong to follow it take a detour or 2 but you know the map was/is there to help guide you...Ā
can i philosophy you sir/doƱaĀ ?
you can follow the GPS all the time & 100% make it to your destination every time but you never learn the route for yourself...
meaning they're many "maps" to take in life and you can commit yourself to a certain path but sometimes your path is one that hasn't been paved all the way...
the path for me is to do the inner work, the path for everyone is to do the inner work... some are put into certain flames thrown in it like can you stand the heat in the kitchen, and you make it out with no burnsĀ
maybe it was for you turn and say yeah GOD DID lolĀ
but our ancestry goes all the way to the beginningĀ
to the beginning of timeĀ
we have that in usĀ
the very "start"Ā
how beautifulĀ
how preciousĀ
how divine lolĀ
a twist on the first shall be lastĀ
oh the kingdom comeĀ
oh the will be doneĀ
beautiful crowsĀ
beautiful beesĀ
beautiful thrones
beautiful leavesĀ
beautiful branchesĀ
beautiful canvas
relax breatheĀ
i believeĀ
it's so relaxingĀ
okay this is long šŖĀ
-Odalis MikaelleĀ
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