traveling in the night
my spirit walks
my spirit observes & absorbs
i am in action
i visited this lovely home last night
i met someone, i hope she reads it, it’s for her eyes
i sat across from her and her child was by her side
i had to tell her how i felt and why i did what i did
she was like well yeah (another woman) is like that
i went in to explain what happen, and apologized because ultimately i should’ve used different words.
her daughter was beside her and she said “i am the spawn of satan”
that was quite alarming, the scene changed and i am on the toilet and i am saying i am a child of the lord Jesus Christ.
we are then outside, her sister, her mother, and her.
it started to rain, her mother was insisting for her daughters to help her but one just had a confused look on her face, the other one seemed to to be absorbing the rain, i told her i could help.
i pray that you and your family can come together and feel the love of God, that you release some of that pressure off your back from appearing a certain way. I pray you can repent and do the right things, like show your daughter what really matters in the world. not for nothing but letting children play with dirt, dance, be silly, etc… is important, God created a perfect playground.
feel the rain on your skin, in the words of Kendrick TAKE IT OFF
ironically he was in another scene in a dream lol he told me i lost my thighs, i haven’t been eating like i used to takeoff that’s why 😂🤭 no matter how i look i know i am alright. it’s the health in my body.
my mother spoke to me yesterday and told me i look sick not healthy, she has a way of using her words, and her influence over me because she’s supposed to be my mother but not to lift me up, but to destroy me. she puts herself first, she blamed me for her failed relationships, she made moves and they seemed to be intentional to block any growth i could obtain. she lies about me to my family. she disowned me, she’s called the police on me, she has lied to the police about me, she has wished homelessness and death upon me. a mother is irreplaceable but what happens when a mother competes with their child? does a child not grow, does a child not live their life… it did hurt my feelings, it did but all i can do is live.
but anyways keep your head up & remember who you are a child of the most high.
3.19.2024 645AM
but the weather did not permit me to station myself at the festival
i dreamt of takeoff and ************ on the same night
there is a connection
they are wicked, the daughter blu called herself the spawn of satan
either her father or her mother
perhaps both
they want to be the top dog but only God decides that
not even satan can decide that