everyday i ponder about you
the idea of being held
& i wonder if it's even you
does this energy hold a face
a face for me to look at
i have a waist for you to hold
i'll smile and open my eyes in the night time
if through me your light is exposed
are you dark
are you tan
my melanated man
i know you're not afraid to hold my hand
are you just a permanent figment of my imagination
are you in someone's womb
is it gestation
i toss & turn in bed
the FRUSTRATION
all about the intimacy
not only about u n me
but the words that we speak
the pause
the eyes that speak
the way that the bodies meet
the curls of the feet
are bond is unique
there's no words
and yet ...
there's is nothing
if we don't meet
if one day we aren't cuddled in the sheets
my heart it seeks the God in you
the beginning of time there was adam
& i'll lead
you can call me eve
pinned me up to a tree
this is love
there's no shame in we
love brought to the knees
the slithering snake
taught us how to deceive
it's used all through today's society
but what i want is greed
a stable home & a family
my babies & the honey bees
climbing up my mango trees
it's only you for me
where where you go i know my heart will lead
& God will make it complete
ugh
it's been 50 lines & still you hide
the love lives in me it'll never die
i miss you a face i never knew
a drink that never brewed
please raise from the tomb
because all i want is you ❤️🩹