apprehended

December 7, 2024

for you my love i find myself apprehended

hands tied behind my back but at my side

daydreaming about the love of my life

he's scarcely in a dream and in the signs

he gives me random sunshine

i see it as my father telling me vibe

i know what you like

i forgive you

you remember me alright

don't forget to mention my name

remember the love i gave

be compassionate and love without barriers

for the burden to judge i am the bearer

thats what my father said i feel his spirit upon me

we have a special bond i believe it

but he loves me

because of whom

because who he created me to be

and the mistakes are a part of the story

to truly appreciate the love

the love he gives freely

we can beautify with ease when we feel loved

how can one know love without pain

see you're my shore

your energy makes me feel secure

i've been at sea

i no longer want to dive so deep alone

can i hold your hand as we swim and roam

i am the ladybug and you're my favorite tree

near you is the place that i will be

i ask do they trust is it gluttony

appreciate the love

max appreciation

thank you, God, for this life, your design, and creation

no guilt is felt

the guilt said melt

wish you ultra well

all we desire is in your midst

the love in her heart whispered give me a kiss

i am gratefully melting parts of me in the furnace

iron sharpens iron

sparks of love

gold compliments gold

drink the water of the river for i send you my kisses

for you are the muse of my heart

another reason to not to let your love go

in my time zone or in rome mulan wherever you call home

i know you find home in the heart of me

your presence helps me breathe

for the puzzles of love that have been revealed to me

i dare say it was custom made love

it feels relaxing and nothing else i can see

outside the truth and you

love what i do

call me sherlock

holmes feels right with you

just need to hold your arm

it could be cold, but your arm makes me feel warm

unaware of side eyes and snares of the hyenas

my life, his-tory to God be the glory

cariño mio

when the truth hurts villians say their sob story

hey you realized your human too

you noticed your pain

may there be a positive change, to God be the glory

the prettiest design

the most fun

the biggest blessing when goodness and mercy follows you for the rest of our lives

∞

here she is walking with a sis

walking with a hold on to me

walking like all things please

let's walk to the beat of our own drums

let's take flight

let's talk about this dream.

see it starts in a school

i walk outside to a pale dirt color

looks like an old western movie

then we seem to be in a different world

i seen a car parked by a fence

a man with a gun in his hand

i took the gun from his hand but my hand was on the trigger

i pointed down i let it go

i ran a little

i seen the man

i whispered in his ear look this is their plan

the car blew up as i whispered it in his ear

love is beautiful

but it can hurt

understand the pain you will feel

but it won't pain you

remember your shield

are we understanding the landing

do we see the greater picture

exploring truths

i am asking the divine

intentions are important

for they say a man speaks how he feels in his heart

flood those hearts with fresh water

we all want love

we do

we are loved by God

giving thanks and praise for life

waking up in the morning

being healthy

we are born alone but we are nurtured externally

i guess we are sent out of our parents' home

into marriage to never be lonely

but it's a perfectly imperfect story

so, at times we find ourselves alone

quoting bob in our own way

funny what we say nothing new under the sun ok

my name is Odalis and I live in a palace

the palace of my mind