simply simping
it's been however long
since some one and one some
fell in love
maybe it was the songs of love
i told you, you were the truth
by india aire
i thought i meant those words
and i did but i guess you never heard
or heard and turned it down
how could you say it's not MY
love now
how could you say someone else makes you smile
when i seen you in my dreams
in bed is where we used to be
in the sheets
love we made
made me seek
for you and me
it couldn't be healthy
to love you in a dream
so it seemed
my soul went to roam
it even roamed in Rome
i met some souls
but they weren't home
like how i felt you once to be
the pedestal i placed you on
was a sin
kicked me while i was down
still wanted you to win
i see you in my dreams again
but now i see you frown
still will find a way in my soul to turn the frown upside down
send a little prayer to the creator of all
to see you rise and never fall
i want you back with me
am i lost
i meet people like you but im like nah
if i ever fall in love so true i'll be sure the man's just like you
i can admit i fumbled too
immaturity grew
but who knew
after all this time
i'd still chose you
i'm single for now
i don't have deep feelings now
i'm open to love now
but if im realistic id go back in time to love you
i know everything happens for a reason
reasons i know not of
and im okay with the outcome
i wonder sometimes
why do i see people i never met
in the dreams
like that one girl
what do she mean to me
before i ever seen her face i seen her face
please don't say my name
you tried to hurt me
and i'll admit you succeeded for the moment
but im only hurting because missing love
all the negative things flew away like a dove
i just wanna replace the love
for my love
maybe someone with the same cut as me
that i will treat so tenderly
im not the same see
you caused me to tap deeper into me
because although you replacement i seeked
i kinda started approaching my peak
and realized i am unique
got me like if i can't share with he
i'll share with the world indeed
i still reserved love for you
but it's been however long and
i question if you were in my face
would i even be into you
we both enjoyed writing
we both enjoyed music
our love languages
the eyes locked and the soul spoke
like i'll find you in every life time
& if you leave i want the same feeling in another being
but mature you see
feel like you could've met me
mentally
if you would've put the wannabe down
but i'm glad it went down
the way it went down
because as odd as it may be
the feeling means more than the face
like a friend can be closer than a family member
at times
but your body isn't mine
neither is your soul
but that love i gave
is love i hold
and until that day that im mature
i'll give love away til im one with somebody
not as over you as i thought but acceptance after anger kinda makes me feel unstuck
so shucks
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