hidden

hidden

the brokenness is hidden 

the light shine i am smitten

cant carry it all alone who am i kidding

you see the light that shines so bright 

it shines but sometimes it blinds

so who am i kidding

only me and those that perceive my light

i guess thats why i had those outburst 

please help me balance the worst

i am ok but it hurts

silenced the demons telling me i am nothing

but still feel like something is stunting

my growth for a part of me knows 

but until then 

i guess his light shines bright (christ)

because i choose to smile and be light 

i release in tears for its a way to take flight

and i wonder if the pain was just mine or have held on to the pain

from my tribe 

the guys

i can feel your pain 

uplift you in words 

perhaps give you my body to relax your nerves

but i guess you dont see the worth

neither did i 

or did i

when i walked away yet wished to stay 

but i knew that just wasnt right for me 

this next chapter is called healing

its all about me

selfishly and i can do for me with God indeed

but it burdens me and i must release 

so i pull over and cry indeed

no lies theres no need 

when the sun shines again 

and the wholeness is whole

in the well is truly full

then i shall re-emerge 

and fly like i was meant to

not afraid to cry for it relieves the pain in my mental

am i a Levi am i am Orisha

were my ancestors the original preachers

worried about features 

born in the melting pot 

but the truths of my soul will be told 

even if im real old

for the legends in my book 

go by Ana & Llopiz

hurt by the regimes and i guess my interest in the political 

is to keep their lights on

so f*** the gambling, the gluttony, the wanting of the good things 

if it means to betray all the good things instilled in my being

if i cant do it for me i do it for what was given to me 

alone, in the dark, in the cold, i may pause but i will continue to go 

heads highhhhhhhh, kill them with the no(dances)

Dios, Patria, Libertad (escudo dominicano)

The Star-Spangled Banner (mi patria)

La Bayamesa (fuerza del dolor)

whats your why 

LOVE for all

starting with my tribes.

 "For what is joy without the knowledge of pain, cherish the love even when it comes from the perceived insane, cause one day we were all in chains, physically, emotionally, or even mentally, so don't refrain from feeling the love and break the chains of pain, for now we are linked in the humane...."

-Laly

 

 lift yourself so others can see but remember we are light beings i may just need to see you be a source of light to bring more light in my being. healing.

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