time to elevate
time to consecrate the holy temple
my heart
it's been that time
i wanted to taste all the love
taste the rainbow
skittle me riddle me
confuse me with your not so innocent acts of love
it was cute in school pull my hair if you like me
but as i grew older the pushes seemed like they were made simply to spite me
despite me giving of the fullness of my heart
despite me viewing you as a king
men out here worried about my lack of bling
golddigger tings
i guess few knew true love
its a hard knock life
mama said money was tight
daddy home wasnt
i guess thats your excuse for only trying to make me moan
oh well i guess it was needed to reach my epitome
the fullness of me
a unique, truthful, clever, strange, loving, sometimes cruel, human being
i know my flaws and i love them all
call me frida
y te pido que viva
for you can still taste the fruits
the fruits of my mind
friend zoned to all the guys
all the guys that have crossed my mind
why don't you want love Mr. brown said
i asked myself the same questions about the lovers that crossed me
i will never be brief
i was half raised by a man that when he spoke it was always a speech
so yeah baby thats me
the only love that i miss out on is the one that i dont give to me
i love to love me because i will never betray me
cheat on me
worried about who?
she
and she is me
ahhhhhhhh
the peace
the peace i found when i made of up the fake scenarios
the fake scenarios of the heros that will save me
save me as if im in a cellar
yeah i guess i did want to be saved
a knight in shining armor
seems so silly now
that is a fairytale
the man of my dreams exists but he's residing in the heavens
the heavens and in my heart
he tells me with his love
the love of the invisible hand
when I'm in a bind
when its bout that time
that time I put the lime
in the coconut
the coconut and shake it all up
but this time it's me that is stuck
stuck on the beauty of the sky
I thought I needed a guy, but it was never the right time
the old energies fade away
I FEEL IT FADE
they do like I guess we can be cool but you're only a friend dude
I guess I want to be a nun
cause the options I put before myself I'm looking like "none"
although it was pain, I've caused from distant memories
I am a seer you see
and I can see the pains you may bring to me
so, I rather have the lord surprise me
like the tatagua that came and left in my room
my cellar
the cellar I locked myself in
but im free
no ties
no need
sure sure i totally want to bring
many generations
is it a complex to want to be a female Abraham
the men in my family have many offsprings
but where were you dad
many fathers go missing but mother always listen
i guess Eve paid her debts
my parents dont understand my depth
i guess im Matilda
maybe life wouldve been easier if i looked like Helga
hey Arnold!!!!!!!!!!
this is part idk of me accepting me by myself, if God loves me as is why should i ever chase, i dont want your mercy if its something i gotta beg for, nor your approval, God is with me, Immanuel forever dwells broke free from my baal.
i worshipped men, oh to be loved by a man, daddy issues, im all out of tissues. my true father looked me in the mirror and said I'm your true daddy now whats the issue... <3 oh and men yeah Kendrick got that yall all got daddy issues :) it's okay you can get to know mine i guess i gotta share with yall... but he's mine mine mine mine.
MINE
big lee brown, prayers made my frown turn upside down.
friends, broski, i guess he can adopt yall too.
im sharing Adonai, but youre still all mine, in my lowest and when we fully submerge into our prime, like you in front and behind