beware the time waster 🪞
pause you repeat
pause
do you realize you repeat
open your eyes
people know some don't
but i'm sorry
i will not rise with you
i'm sorry i can't wait
sorry i don't got no kids
sorry i must move on
sorry my purpose higher
sorry im meant for greater
sorry but i need to lock in
i apologize my vision does include me
God helps i'm living my life
repeat experiences cause me to open my eyes
trust yes
but guard your heart
i'm locked in with God
business only
i already know & if i don't
ima pray for you anyway
i'm alive in the ice
influence from Alaska
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because God said so.
🌙 the live
S.T.M.M.T.B

Thoughts, Do You Really Think That?
The laws of the universe, the laws of nature, the laws of the land. do we understand the land was given to man? still in need of law but what's with all the self righteous fakes... not here to debate but if you are so high and clean, i mean that's what it seems, what's behind your closed door and things.. does anyone know? God knows. I too thought in evil ways, i am a human and a human needs grace. I love my family, but here they are stuck in their old ways, & when i say family i mean humanity. Some have loved their ways into accepting anything some have educated themselves so deep that what they speak is hate. I mean everything has its value, it all has its place. in my heart, i feel it shake, the words they break.. every wall that i planned to keep(but like cape) broke down, i guess you can say it's getting into shape. when you see yourself in the image of your light alone the darkness that's within groans and moans, that is your cross, it is your sin. be better than the pharisees with their doctrines. if we were born to know it all or if we reach a point of knowing it all, then why live? why do we wish to continue to exist, when we know for certain we are not to drift.. meaning one day you won't be thrown into the abyss.. meaning how can you judge when you know not of? how can you simply ridicule and mock because of the outside? i'm not going to lie fury rumbles inside because it's as if they have it all but yet still so blind, i'm not a gun person but man where's the nine wait wait wait... can i put my hands to your face with hand closed Million Dollar Baby you and block your hate. sit you down in that chair you so jealously threw my way oh dear. i believe they out here doing obeah.. oh well my God is nearer and i have no fear. I am here and vengeance isn't mine so i shall hold my tongue. i mean i always been the one to hold it. but truly the words are golden but no more hate from my lips strictly thoughts if it offends you that's tough, life's rough.
-Big Lee Brown
P.S.
i truly do want peace but on a bad day i might give you war, i might want to tell you off and in my mind i settled the score. yet then i crave more because there's plenty to be angry for sure.. but what does that make me an encore. like another enraged being mad for a reason but her anger gives me reason to cut her feet. i don't want to get angry because i bark and i bite, but i just wanna fly. i leave all the worries behind because God is my guy.
I'm At The Park
i miss my pen
i miss the art of the ten
meaning i miss the strokes
the blues the greens the pinks
the links between
what does it mean to see things for what they are like solomon was the wisest man... no one was supposed to be wiser
i am a woman am i wise do i feel like "that wise"
well i see things and comprehend the means i mean after all it seems im learning things
after all it isn't too late
after all i have escaped
the plans to be raped
for all that i give
i am simply owning it
working for me
working for the inevitable family tree
L*** it seems O***** i plead
love all around me
where is my love
all the birds where is my dove
lol shrug still lots of work on us
to do still i have not catched the flu oh
-Little Lee Brown
a place to stand
a place to stand
to stay or to flee
perfect the time-ing
but it's not up to me
it's up to God indeed
therefore i gotta see
truly what is best for me, thee
i'm grounded in me
come what may, at me
keep the worries away
keep them all at bay
if you're harming my way
i pray i pray you stay far away
inside and outside of me
i breathe life
life is what i see
hair is dead
but my curls they seem to breathe
need what i need
to achieve
to achieve
beautiful radiant things
hair hit you with a makaveli
rearrange was my upbraannng
strange k
"i am alive"
so caught up in the strange
it was just "knowledge" obtained
it is quite insane
but yet i say
away away
keep the worries away
keep them all at bay
may they flee(ay) that place
my way
my day
cannot drown
eyes on he
i learned through rhymes
i write through rhymes
when it is time
to relax to heal
to feel the real
you'll know the deal
what does one desire
a peaceful evening
a visit to the eiffel tower
no truly
a dip in a river so cold you shiver
refreshing it removes all your triggers
i've let you go
i've told you no
cottoned eyed joe
lol
de donde vino y para adonde se fue
elevate, elevate mas usted
but growth is destined
...

D R E A M L O V E
D R E A M L O V E
7.3.24 10:23
you are.. my dream love
the love.. in my dream
i quarrel with me
i deceived, i retreat
i hurt inside, and
to the pain i hit repeat
repeat
because it hurts, my brain
it hurts, my heart
to treat our love
less than a work of art
beyond me but
i see the light in the dark
is it your light?
you shine so bright
i imagine you, my life line
without you the sun shines
yet there's no sun shine
the food has less flavor
without your love my feelings
are in grave danger
. . .

F R E E 💭 They Know Not Of Me
think F R E E
a person who questions
i heard they are a problem
but what if questions solve the problem
people be like "secular" lol they be like
"if you look in that phone, you are going to find something"
and the bible be like "If you seek, you shall find"
so what does that mean?
if you pose a question you can find an answer.
i'm not saying question every single thing but like your thing.
what is your thing?
are you a scientist in the things you love?
Do you trust?
the intention is to the harm of none and for the good of all.
but words hurt unfortunately so how do we go about being our authentic self and still speak the truth? no violence.
that's a question for you.
that's a question i sit with, im emotional.
im human.
God didn't make me a robot.
i wasn't born an adult.
i had to grow, we are aging.
when our bodies are in full size
do we tell ourselves ok brain
we made it up to here,
thanks i got everything i need,
here we are,
caught up in our teens
chasing dreams
everyone wants to be in love
that's always the dream
to be loved and to be seen
to hear chimes give/wear diamond rings
i mean maybe that was my type of thing
why do we chase all these things ?
maybe it was just me but i've had crushes my whole life.
fairy tale paradise
i didn't see a princess in the mirror
i don't know what id see
i thought there was a better me
a prettier me
a one to be loved
from here, never knew all i needed was up above
above and within
how many years and i never knew
i look back and like
wow i never knew
God if i may, be like "i was always with you"
i thought i fell in love
but i was just a guide
lol like i said w.e i'm passionate
you can say i give desperate vibes
i'm real what's a disguise
sit tight ima hide my eyes
fergie said big girls don't cry
but ayyyy ay yayayayaaaiii
i gotta feel it if i was a man id say im just that type of guy
y like ay ay yayayayayaaaiiii
the pressure
pressure.... idk if that's like that so ima just not go there 😂😂
this is a funny life for sure
a very funny life
nah i lost focus but we are backkkkkkkkkkkk
i does this
what is this
my life... triic jk bliss
blow me a kiss
gotta thank this
my life give it a kiss
God said Laly a bliss
come do this
i be like a treat
okay tomorrow i weep?
be like okay im weak
i'm laughing i keep
feeling happy feeling unique
my life feels exquisite
like life's a treat
i am not bleak
under the rivers and into the sea
on a dolphin i shall ride
God bless the weak
i mean to be
to be
....
i'm glad i had this moment
this moment of reflection
thrown for a loop no sense of direction
THANKS and PRAISE
can i see me for me
all my great qualities
you have to grow to be unique
nothing wrong with the sheep
a better programming they cannot be weak
I loveeee Bob Marley lol like he inspired me since i was little. I had reggae in my soul, i had bachata in my soul, music in my soul.
what's that other saying if you raise a child in the way you want him to go... you know like some people had church
i had my family & music
& i took that
music is at its core in my being
it's just such a beautiful thing
sweet melodies and rhymes
it made such happy times
carnivals, parties, car rides, plane rides, bus rides, stores, every where you goooo
cadences like the world is on rhythm
lol dare i say tap in
tap tap tap in 😂💘🎶
PRAY❤️
Dear heavenly Father,
Today is 10.9.2024 it is 9:21 AM and this storm named Milton is approaching the state that co-raised me which is Florida. I haven't thought about this as being karma for the past. Yet I have said things like it's karma because all that has happen in Haiti. God we are all your children, I pray that you have mercy on our souls, for the children, for the mothers, for the innocent, for the sinner, for the ignorant. It was written you wouldn't do that again. Jesus Christ have mercy on all of our souls like you told the father too, forgive them father for they know not. In the mighty and powerful name of Jesus christ in my imaginative mind I would like to say send an angel to cover the hurricane on its back causing very little damage if any. I believe and want your perfect will to be done. Protect Us ❤️ you are the light that still shines behind these dark clouds, you are the creator of night and day. You are the sun, the son, you are spirit and you are earth. You are the rivers, springs, and ocean. ALL is Jesus, all is creator & creation dancing in love. one unique relationship, all good things and all things that fall below for the sake of love.
in the mighty and powerful name of Jesus Christ may we be covered. ALL readers or none readers. TIP to TIP AMEN✝️❤️
BLESS ALL, the "ignorant" are/is great comedy material, be a clown. laugh and let go.
LOVE 🫶🏾🌊