beware the time waster 🪞

pause you repeat

pause

do you realize you repeat

open your eyes

people know some don't

but i'm sorry

i will not rise with you

i'm sorry i can't wait

sorry i don't got no kids

sorry i must move on

sorry my purpose higher

sorry im meant for greater

sorry but i need to lock in

i apologize my vision does include me

God helps i'm living my life

repeat experiences cause me to open my eyes

trust yes

but guard your heart

i'm locked in with God

business only

i already know & if i don't

ima pray for you anyway

i'm alive in the ice

influence from Alaska

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because God said so.

🌙 the live

Thoughts, Do You Really Think That?

The laws of the universe, the laws of nature, the laws of the land. do we understand the land was given to man? still in need of law but what's with all the self righteous fakes... not here to debate but if you are so high and clean, i mean that's what it seems, what's behind your closed door and things.. does anyone know? God knows. I too thought in evil ways, i am a human and a human needs grace. I love my family, but here they are stuck in their old ways, & when i say family i mean humanity. Some have loved their ways into accepting anything some have educated themselves so deep that what they speak is hate. I mean everything has its value, it all has its place. in my heart, i feel it shake, the words they break.. every wall that i planned to keep(but like cape) broke down, i guess you can say it's getting into shape. when you see yourself in the image of your light alone the darkness that's within groans and moans, that is your cross, it is your sin. be better than the pharisees with their doctrines. if we were born to know it all or if we reach a point of knowing it all, then why live? why do we wish to continue to exist, when we know for certain we are not to drift.. meaning one day you won't be thrown into the abyss.. meaning how can you judge when you know not of? how can you simply ridicule and mock because of the outside? i'm not going to lie fury rumbles inside because it's as if they have it all but yet still so blind, i'm not a gun person but man where's the nine wait wait wait... can i put my hands to your face with hand closed Million Dollar Baby you and block your hate. sit you down in that chair you so jealously threw my way oh dear. i believe they out here doing obeah.. oh well my God is nearer and i have no fear. I am here and vengeance isn't mine so i shall hold my tongue. i mean i always been the one to hold it. but truly the words are golden but no more hate from my lips strictly thoughts if it offends you that's tough, life's rough.

-Big Lee Brown

P.S.

i truly do want peace but on a bad day i might give you war, i might want to tell you off and in my mind i settled the score. yet then i crave more because there's plenty to be angry for sure.. but what does that make me an encore. like another enraged being mad for a reason but her anger gives me reason to cut her feet. i don't want to get angry because i bark and i bite, but i just wanna fly. i leave all the worries behind because God is my guy.

I'm At The Park

i miss my pen 

i miss the art of the ten 

meaning i miss the strokes 

the blues the greens the pinks 

the links between 

what does it mean to see things for what they are like solomon was the wisest man... no one was supposed to be wiser 

i am a woman am i wise do i feel like "that wise"

well i see things and comprehend the means i mean after all it seems im learning things 

after all it isn't too late 

after all i have escaped

the plans to be raped 

for all that i give 

i am simply owning it 

working for me 

working for the inevitable family tree 

L*** it seems O***** i plead 

love all around me 

where is my love 

all the birds where is my dove 

lol shrug still lots of work on us 

to do still i have not catched the flu oh

-Little Lee Brown

a place to stand

a place to stand

to stay or to flee

perfect the time-ing 

but it's not up to me 

it's up to God indeed 

therefore i gotta see 

truly what is best for me, thee 

i'm grounded in me 

come what may, at me 

keep the worries away 

keep them all at bay 

if you're harming my way 

i pray i pray you stay far away

inside and outside of me 

i breathe life 

life is what i see

hair is dead 

but my curls they seem to breathe 

need what i need 

to achieve 

to achieve 

beautiful radiant things

hair hit you with a makaveli 

rearrange was my upbraannng 

strange k

"i am alive"

so caught up in the strange 

it was just "knowledge" obtained 

it is quite insane

but yet i say 

away away

keep the worries away 

keep them all at bay 

may they flee(ay) that place

my way

my day 

cannot drown 

eyes on he

i learned through rhymes 

i write through rhymes

when it is time

to relax to heal 

to feel the real

you'll know the deal

what does one desire

a peaceful evening 

a visit to the eiffel tower

no truly 

a dip in a river so cold you shiver

refreshing it removes all your triggers

i've let you go 

i've told you no 

cottoned eyed joe

lol

de donde vino y para adonde se fue

elevate, elevate mas usted 

but growth is destined 

... 

D R E A M L O V E

D R E A M L O V E 

7.3.24 10:23


you are.. my dream love

the love.. in my dream 

i quarrel with me 

i deceived, i retreat 

i hurt inside, and 

to the pain i hit repeat

repeat

because it hurts, my brain

it hurts, my heart

to treat our love 

less than a work of art

beyond me but

i see the light in the dark

is it your light?

you shine so bright 

i imagine you, my life line

without you the sun shines 

 yet there's no sun shine 

the food has less flavor

without your love my feelings 

are in grave danger

. . .

 


F R E E 💭 They Know Not Of Me

think F R E E

a person who questions

i heard they are a problem 

but what if questions solve the problem

people be like "secular" lol they be like 

"if you look in that phone, you are going to find something"

and the bible be like "If you seek, you shall find"

so what does that mean?

if you pose a question you can find an answer. 

i'm not saying question every single thing but like your thing.

what is your thing? 

are you a scientist in the things you love? 

Do you trust? 

the intention is to the harm of none and for the good of all.

but words hurt unfortunately so how do we go about being our authentic self and still speak the truth? no violence.


that's a question for you. 



that's a question i sit with, im emotional. 

im human.

God didn't make me a robot.

i wasn't born an adult.

i had to grow, we are aging.

when our bodies are in full size 

do we tell ourselves ok brain 

we made it up to here,

thanks i got everything i need, 

here we are,

caught up in our teens

chasing dreams 

everyone wants to be in love 

that's always the dream 

to be loved and to be seen 

to hear chimes give/wear diamond rings

i mean maybe that was my type of thing 

why do we chase all these things ? 

maybe it was just me but i've had crushes my whole life. 

fairy tale paradise

i didn't see a princess in the mirror 

i don't know what id see 

i thought there was a better me 

a prettier me 

a one to be loved 

from here, never knew all i needed was up above

above and within 

how many years and i never knew 

i look back and like 

wow i never knew 

God if i may, be like "i was always with you"


i thought i fell in love 

but i was just a guide 

lol like i said w.e i'm passionate 

you can say i give desperate vibes 

i'm real what's a disguise 

sit tight ima hide my eyes 

fergie said big girls don't cry

but ayyyy ay yayayayaaaiii

i gotta feel it if i was a man id say im just that type of guy 

y like ay ay yayayayayaaaiiii


the pressure 

pressure.... idk if that's like that so ima just not go there 😂😂

this is a funny life for sure 

a very funny life 

nah i lost focus but we are backkkkkkkkkkkk


i does this 

what is this 

my life... triic jk bliss

blow me a kiss 

gotta thank this 

my life give it a kiss 

God said Laly a bliss 

come do this 

i be like a treat 

okay tomorrow i weep? 

be like okay im weak 

i'm laughing i keep 

feeling happy feeling unique 

my life feels exquisite

like life's a treat 

i am not bleak 

under the rivers and into the sea

on a dolphin i shall ride 

God bless the weak

i mean to be 

to be 

....

i'm glad i had this moment 

this moment of reflection 

thrown for a loop no sense of direction 

THANKS and PRAISE 

can i see me for me 

all my great qualities

you have to grow to be unique 

nothing wrong with the sheep

a better programming they cannot be weak 

I loveeee Bob Marley lol like he inspired me since i was little. I had reggae in my soul, i had bachata in my soul, music in my soul. 

what's that other saying if you raise a child in the way you want him to go... you know like some people had church

i had my family & music 

& i took that 

music is at its core in my being 

it's just such a beautiful thing 

sweet melodies and rhymes 

it made such happy times 

carnivals, parties, car rides, plane rides, bus rides, stores, every where you goooo

cadences like the world is on rhythm 

lol dare i say tap in 

tap tap tap in 😂💘🎶 

PRAY❤️

Dear heavenly Father,

Today is 10.9.2024 it is 9:21 AM and this storm named Milton is approaching the state that co-raised me which is Florida. I haven't thought about this as being karma for the past. Yet I have said things like it's karma because all that has happen in Haiti. God we are all your children, I pray that you have mercy on our souls, for the children, for the mothers, for the innocent, for the sinner, for the ignorant. It was written you wouldn't do that again. Jesus Christ have mercy on all of our souls like you told the father too, forgive them father for they know not. In the mighty and powerful name of Jesus christ in my imaginative mind I would like to say send an angel to cover the hurricane on its back causing very little damage if any. I believe and want your perfect will to be done. Protect Us ❤️ you are the light that still shines behind these dark clouds, you are the creator of night and day. You are the sun, the son, you are spirit and you are earth. You are the rivers, springs, and ocean. ALL is Jesus, all is creator & creation dancing in love. one unique relationship, all good things and all things that fall below for the sake of love.

in the mighty and powerful name of Jesus Christ may we be covered. ALL readers or none readers. TIP to TIP AMEN✝️❤️

BLESS ALL, the "ignorant" are/is great comedy material, be a clown. laugh and let go.

LOVE 🫶🏾🌊